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yui8_lin @ 2010-11-23T22:42:00


Well, here I am much faster than even I thought.

sixth
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many days ago I read this game (?), I'm not sure if I should call it. The point is that just today I noticed the mood to do and I really liked the result. I hope that whoever reads it likes it too.

10 Songs *

* 10 drabbles of Super Junior Couples, based on 10 songs;).

For those unfamiliar with this game (?), The challenge is for you to put your player on shuffle, and the song n I touch you, whatever it is, write something, but only the duration of the song. So, logically, they are all drabbles;)

Hope you like.

10 Tracks ~

1.-Automatic - Tokio Hotel (3:13)-KyuMin

Sometimes I do not know how to understand, you're so quiet, so quiet, so lonely.

Sometimes I feel as if you did not want me around. As si cada vez que te hablara te fastidiara.

¿A caso no te das cuenta de que me duele? ¿A caso no ves en mi rostro la tristeza cada vez que me rechazas?... Yo no sé cómo aguantar más Kyuhyun. Una relación no es solo de una persona, es de dos, pero a veces parece como si tú no quisieras participar en ella.

Y luego tú te acercas, me abrazas y me dices ese “Te amo, perdóname por ser así” que me convence, y siento que tal vez. Tal vez pueda aguantar un tiempo más, more with you forever.

2.-Gee - Girls Generation (3:22)-KyuMin

My jaw dropped. I looked horrible, in my opinion, but you.

I never imagined having a fetish, but seeing SungMin dressed woman with long hair and a headband, tight pants, and moving to the beat of this catchy song. It just made me lose my temper.

There will be sufficiently to thank Heechul-hyung which has convinced us to do this song at the concert.

Will you be ready to dance again in our room?

3.-Hot Mess - Cobra Starship (2:52)-SiChul

We were at this club for several hours. I had convinced to accompany you along with other members even though I knew the next day had to go to Mass early, do not mind. I feel that nothing matters more than what you ask me, and that worries me.

- What do I look? - Questions and your breath touches my lips drunk. You've come too close to talk to me, though I imagine that is at the top of the music, I know you do to mess up. That's what I've said before, you're going to make him fall before me noticing. And maybe Heechul, now you drunk, dancing so provocatively, perhaps today is the day to fall ...

4.-Use - SID [FMA Ending of "Brotherhood"] (3:22)-EunHae

- Hae, and will start.

"I'm coming HyukJae.

The two were waiting for since I announced the start of the new season of Full Metal Alchemist anime that we both loved it. And the good thing about this new version was that ...

"Yes, I'll finally see a colours.Although EdWinrly" I looked somewhat angry, you knew it was true but had always wanted to deny .

"You know Ed loves Rose, instead of the butch blonde.

"She's not butch, and now We have read the manga know well how it will end that relationship.

- Do not even say it!

- !....- was getting married I screamed with all my strength.

You stood upset and head to the room, I love making DongHae rage, but what I like most of our fights, is the way in which we are reconciled.

5.-Beautiful Liar - Beyoncé (3:29) - SiChul

know you're lying. I know every time I do, but somehow I do not care anymore.

Now we are in bed, trying to make you love me and you just have sex. I know you deceive me, I feel in your skin the smell of others every time you're near me, smiling as if you did not mind having this screaming another name that is not mine last night.

Our relationship is destructive. You know. I know. We do not care.

"We have to finish," I say after having one of the best orgasms of my life, you're the best at this, I can not deny it.

"I know, but we're doing and you know it say crawling over me, starting again with this madness.

And I also know Heechul, I know that we can never end it.

6 .- After Dark - Asian Kung Fu Generation (3:11) - KyuMin

always going to come a new dimension a, whenever the sun's out right?. Although now I feel death is always going to come better. You taught me that, you taught me to trust me to know that things will improve but at this time do not feel well. I have confidence that everything will be better. I have confidence that after all this darkness that surrounds me will be something better.

"Thank you, for everything you gave me. I hope that wherever you see me and feel proud of me. SungMin always love you, always.

The wind carries my words, and I brought the roses that have been resting in a vase in front of your tombstone.

7.-This Song - 2:00 a.m. (4:01) - YeWook

"I found no better way. I think because the only thing I'm good at, singing. So this is the way I chose to tell you everything I feel.

I know, Yesung, I know you may not feel the same, but I can not live with doubt, so listen to me. Listen to this song, the last time you sing a love if you want ... but stay just listen quietly. "

minutes passed, sang Ryewook trying to convey in those minutes and those notes all that was saved, trying to get in that room testing out a light on all the love he had for his Hyung. But Yesung not keep his promise, not let him finish singing.

Before the end of the song, he had already stopped to kiss him.

8. Ichirin no Hana - High and Mighty Color (3:40) - SiChul

- How can you listen to that kind of songs?

Siwon asked wiping with a towel in his hand the hair, and the other is trying to brush their teeth. Heechul had, very early songs that he liked. Siwon songs could not understand how to like someone.

-not even sing, they scream and Heechul are so different to our songs. How do you like anyway?

"You do not understand," said Maj. sitting on top of the legs of his dongsae "And it's even better for it. Shouting, playing drums as they do, I feel different, I am single and happy. And you have no problem with that! - Cried the most while hitting the opposite shoulder.

"I kiss but you said toothpaste sacándole the language and going to turn up the volume on the stereo.

-Hyung Just so you know, you already are unique in kind "And Siwon you had to run the room to avoid almohadazo.

9.-That 's not my name - The Ting Tings (5:09) - EunHae

For these things Donghae is that I love you. Because you know who I am. Cause you know me and understand me, and although it sounds corny, you're my other half.

Because in those nights of passion in which they ask me not to stop and continue a little longer. In which you ask me to do things that later in the morning to make you blush to remember. Because on those nights you do not yell EunHyuk ... You say my name, you scream HyukJae until dawn.

and are little things, such details like my name which I love you.

10 .- When it Rains - Paramore (3:35) - KangTeuk

Now is the more you remember. Now is when I miss more KangIn. Because you know how to care for, you know how to make me feel good. So now, when I'm hiding under my sheets, trembling with fear of falling rain outside my window. It is now when more than want you here with me, not away on a military training area.

Because you'd come to my bed, you lay with me, I would, with your touch and your kisses, forget anything that was not your skin and your hands making me feel as well, showing me all the love you have for me.

Because now is when most I love you and hope that somewhere far away where you are, feeling the rain also remember me and all the love I have. And wait for you know.

Note: Some left me very depressed I know, but good is what I got at the moment and would not change it, hope you like. ;).

Yui8 ~

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yui8_lin @ 2010-11-21T20:14:00

I was thinking, much that was supposed to write this entry. There have been many changes since the last Once I wrote here that I wanted to prioritize my ideas for writing what I think has been one of the most important changes.

In gre sar to college

Entry ~ five

Let's see, first I want to mention that this will be an entry in which I will be able to vent and if you have no desire to read about the feelings of other people better go out and come to read a fic;).

I want to study Medicine, from memory that I have always said the same thing, I thought the biggest reason for my decisióny convinced me the idea. Imagine trying to save someone's life is one of the things that adrenaline was injected. I do not know, I imagine that this must feel all the people who choose their careers vocacióny not by external factors.

But as much as he wanted, he could not go to college I wanted , a. I joined several, but this ... That in which I wanted to study was unable to do so.

I do not know if I'm talking to everyone, but the person who has suffered this kind of disappointment, not to enter a university, you know what I mean. That pain you feel, the frustration of knowing that what you've done, all you have studied or got up early was not worth it, it was not enough. Or maybe not really feel that you gave everything you can give yourself and you feel even worse because your parents for the pure money spent on studies, or maybe because everyone knew your school , to nominate and going to seriously seriously, you have no desire to face with all those people who knows you could not do it.

feel HORRIBLE . Frightening

in every way, but do not want to mourn your mother once to start, and thus between sobs tell you that everything will be okay and that you try again and can not wait any mass that you break a little more corazóny tears begin to fall.

I am aware that everything that might put some people sound very exaggerated, but that's how I felt, and if such Once at that time was like the end of the world to me, but after a while you realize that no, actually the world is spinning, the sun is out again, and after a few hours to return laugh at a joke that you remember.

After the first disappointment all goes well, and you autoalientas, you say that, well, perhaps, actually the first time it was, but the second is, you're going to prepare seriously and in this chance you will not disappoint anyone, especially you.

But it is not, go back to apply when more people were confident that other going to enter this time, and come back to let them down, but worst of all is that you turn to disappoint yourself.

now not only feel bad, you feel like a waste .

For the months spent in that screen where you see your results, says no avail. Why now and not even know where to hide from all the shame you feel, and anger to yourself you will fill, clear that all these feelings are harmful is a fleeting moment and then go to where they came , leaving only with the truth that is so scary face.

Now what?

Maybe it's time to give up and go to another university that, after all you know is not going to be different, it is the same race and you have to teach the same thing. Because you know that "The university does not make the student but the student to college," and really think about it, and you also have the conviction that in another college will go well, but .. . And your pride and your desire to study in this place Where are you wanted?.

not want to even imagine what people say when they know they know you decide to study elsewhere, but you never really paid attention to what anyone says, you know it's something you will inconvenience.

And I think again and decide that a third time is not going to kill you, that you really are persistent and if you really want to try again.

"Third time lucky for you?

NO

And you do not know how to feel, if pathetic, broken, losing, you start thinking if maybe there is something wrong with you, and do not even have the other possibilities because the cast off to follow this dream, it seems, was never fulfilled. Friends and family have always supported you and support you and are there for you. Your mom make you mourn again, although she really tried to be strong, you know, but could not help it and cried together. Because it hurts to see you like, but do not really know what that feels as she entered the first-and tries to encourage you by telling you that "Things happen for something "and you only want to run.

already in your room your best friend call you and you feel as if you were there, lying in bed hugging you, telling you everything will be okay. They do not cry, because they know they have to be strong for you because you're devastated and crying uncontrollably and you feel bad and tell them you do not know what to do. Luckily after about an hour of talking, and almost two to be crying you get tired, decide to kick you to sleep because of tiredness. It hurts the whole body of sadness. But alone, without anyone to comfort you, no any word of encouragement from someone else come back to realize where you are.

're basically in NOTHING.

While studying you know time has made better, but you left the school and will start a new Anoy you go back to go to an academy for the umpteenth consecutive year. The universe is going to stick around and insensitive to your pain while you're still in the same place, you can not turn back time and return to the halls where the rooms were playing or where you would spend hours talking of nothing with your friends, those who are still there for you, but definitely does not feel the same.

A revenue last year, the university she had chosen the career she had decided. Y could not you feel more proud, but that was before all of your run of failures and also to make you feel worse but you know you had not he joined the first and to only choice he had.

The worship, but the constant reminder of something you had not yet achieved.
For your lucky she knows how to treat and includes you in that new life begins, I make part of their schedules, their friends and everybody you face that you are out in their best friend, and encourages you and calls you to study and support you. And while you want to seriously care about your happiness.

Your other best friend is in the same position as you, but you know they are different people and not feel the same, she does not cry, it's your fault and guilt-free because she does not. YES she looks, she did not deserve to enter and you can only think that the universe is wrong, you've entered is not reasonable, but that she did was insane. But she says that if you fail is because they deserve it, and you feel worse. She also wants to medicine, but at another university more competitive than yours, which you once tried to apply, but basically did not want to study there.

say that run for a fourth time sounds painful ... and even pathetic.
Why, over 7 years long career, you're missing one for failing to enter when "should" do so.

But now is different, you've grown, has matured .

income Now you know you will not be only your own happiness, little by little you feel like your income also depends on your mother, your brothers, your family, your friends all those people that have supported, that have been there. For now I pray every night hard to make this God in whom you believe, and have always relied, to support you. Why do not you take the blame for not having entered, is not to blame anyone but you. But I do want with all my heart to support you, who really help you.

The day before you called your best friends to support you, but there was not much to say, more than anything tried to distract a while and thanked her, to leave the most petite told you how much you trust ; you, made you mourn a little and laughed telling you to put yourself not sentimental or she also pondríaa mourn. They parted and one of the last things I said was, "Seriously you are already inside, just show it."

Your other friend who has a mother complex but is less than you said you like, but she was more concerned that you are quiet, take-all slept well that night, things that made you laugh and calm down. If you had so much support, this time could not be unfavorable outcome is not it?.

That day was fast, everything happened very fast you did your best, but when you realize it was all over, only hope.

Wait, wait much. The minutes were hours and you were not exaggerating, you decided to sleep, because you knew there were two options. Or your mom screaming for your income rose o. .. you got up the next day being in the same place where you were almost 11 months.

was almost asleep, I'd prayed and begged God with all your strength, which, no matter what happened, give you strength to face it, whether positive or negative. Already at that time could not change anything. You closed your eyes lying on your bed, lulled by the music very high that you've put into your player and the night breeze coming in directly through your window caressing her face, making you feel that everything would be fine no matter what, You slept with a smile ...

And you got a few minutes with the screaming, outrageous, your mother. Had
entered.

From there everything was a whirlwind, she ran up and hug you and cry, cry a lot and strong, very strong and sobbed, hugged you and your brothers and your stepfather was a bit off seeing that there was group hug an formed. Not understood what was happening, the words "You entered daughter entered is" your mother had called it .. minutes?, not sure, still rattling in your head, your brain could not understand fully.

to hug your mom on your grandma, your brothers down with it and you stayed in the same position in which I had left, your stepfather, you messed up your hair neat that you had and hugged you. And to finally understand what all this meant, he returned the embrace, yet he has been basically all that your father could never be ... A father to you.

Y lloraste, al fin, lloraste por que lo habías conseguido, y sentías un alivio y una alegría creciendo por todo tu cuerpo, de ahí todo fue más rápido aún, tu Mom called all the family to allow her blackberry and a half hour after you remembered that you had sworn to your friends call to tell them what had happened.

petite first call, do not know how to say so I screamed and she screamed and jumped up and listened as I said I knew he knew. You came to mourn grateful to her, with everyone. Listened as his mother asked what was wrong and she replied still crying of joy. Hung fast as your uncles were going to call, but promised to be the next day she gave you that hug that you would in person.

All calls of congratulations from family passed and when you had time to think again had to call your other friend. She surprised you even more, she did not cried, you said you had entered quiet ... and he began to mourn.
In all the years you get to know you've never seen mourn over twice and now she wept with joy for you and made fun of herself by saying that neither by his own admission had to cry, which had become so sentimental as you were, but you know she is relieved, she knows how you feel and how you wanted it, finally, just make ... They finish speaking and will also promise the next day.

When it is night, and dined, and provided you go to say goodbye to your mom.
"Are you quiet daughter, how you feel? "Ask your mom is already wrapped in his bed, for several years the roles have changed and rather than go up to say goodbye to her who it was you who came down to wrap her and say good night .

"Yes ma, I'm quiet ... but more than that, I'm happy





I'm not sure why this entry so personal, I just wanted to stop somewhere captured everything I felt and I do not know, maybe, if there is someone who has spent something like Who knows how many people who really feel that way ...

still I have three months off to begin my classes, I enjoy the most, because I know I'll get to another world in college. One which I'm not used and I will have to adapt, and on top of the fact how difficult My career does not help much. But I'm more excited;).


If anyone reading this, thank you for it. I hope everything goes well from now on, although I know all up to me and I will endeavor to the fullest.

Yui8 ~